August 28, 1965
I said the other day that this aggregate of cells had changed its initiating"Initiating" in the sense of impelling. power. It struck me as a unique experience, as something that had never occurred before. Unfortunately, it didn't last long. But the experience has left a kind of certitude in the body: it is less uncertain about the future. As if the experience came to tell the body, "This is how things will be."
If it stays on, it clearly means immortality.
I remember, when I told that experience, it was no longer something personal at all: if you can catch that....